I'm Not Your Favourite

But as a friend,
I've kindda got your heart set on someone else,
But you're still an amazing person,
And a great friend,

Sometime you keep near, and far

Saying "Hi" and saying "Bye"

These words hit me like .......
I was just punched in the gut,
I Start to feel really bad,
I feel like the meanest person who walked on this earth,
Thoughts run threw my head,

So you'll consider smiling,

But wouldn't that make me feel worse,

But still you're a close friend

I don't know what to do,
I just want you to smile

I cant bare to see you sad,

Some days I’m funny, others I’m not,
sometimes I’m in overdrive and can’t stop

I am only me, that is all that I can be
No more, no less, don’t second guess

I love, I laugh, I live and cry,

It don't feel good,
Not that it should,

You will never know

My logic is all my own, 

at times misunderstood,
because I don’t always do things for my own good

|| Tak tahu nak buat apa ||

||  Stay close near me  ||
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